This will be very very short, for I don't have a lot of time. My anxiety is building and I'm trying to keep my breaths long and deep. I can feel my pulse increase. Tomorrow I leave for ID w/ my 2 little ones, no help. I don't know why I'm so anxious about the whole thing. I know God will be there tomorrow the whole way and I know that I'll bear down and just do it. It's almost like survival mode, the stronger part of me just takes over with out even being asked. Anyway, I'm just looking forward to getting there and seeing everyone. Pray for me and my little ones and we'll see you soon. Now I have to go and start packing.